THANKS

call u at d end
i know that is d only way for me nt getting bac as wat u dun wish to

thanks seriously
i swear
thanks for ur comfort
thanks of ur abandon of ur exam
thanks

i will be ok

thing is gonna happen at d end

MISSING

thanks
that is d only things i can say
thanks for ur caring and comfort
throughout d whole week long
it drive me bac to those sweet
thanks

as wat u had mentioned
i had confirmed that u wasnt here
thanks buddha

trying to let u away from my life for few days
gosh
i cant
i miss d caring n comfort for u
i wish i can share wit u
i wish

i m emo
class gonna on 2morrow
how m i gonna face my friends

i wish u r here

can i call u?

WHISPERED

lil chat wit my dearest cousin
wondering
whispering

tons of things happened
i cnt carry it anymore

i m a student
i should concentrate on wat i should to

i m a teens
those are too heavy for my age right now
yell in my heart
let me off
as wat i expressed myself on my canvas
" save me from the world that i dun wish to "
please...

PERFECT DECISION

I HAD DECIDED TO LET GO MY EMOTION THROUGHOUT MY LIL BLOG SINCE THERE IS ONLY FEWS OF MINE UPDATING HERE...THEN SOMEMORE I M TRYING TO HIDE IT UP...HEHE...ENJOY....IF NT, KEEP UR ASS AWAY....I DUN EVEN BOTHER....

CAN I

am i allow for not to keep d promised wit u ?
thought u had forgot
bt then it still bare in my mind

i had been torture myself for the past 2years
the life without d one i need d most
the life which made d biggest changes throughout my cycle

doubting in my heart
u owe me d excused
d excused tat separate us far apart
d excused tat turn me into hell
bt then
i think i can guess it out

i hope i will b forgive for nt keeping wit d promised
i need u so badly
even idiot can figure out i need u
did u ?

THE LOST

A LIL CHAT WIT EM, ERM YA, IT TOUCH MY HEART...THEY ARE D COUPLE I HAD EVER BLESSED... GOT TO SAY CHEN :" AWAKE BA, STOP BLUFFING, FRIENDS AROUND U HAD POINTED OUT UR PROBLEMS, SINGLE DOESNT SUIT U AT ALL..." EM :" TIME FOR U TO THINK IT OVER EVEN THOUGH I NOE I GOT D RESPONSIBILITY... "

i miss her fucking dam missing her

SHOULD I BE PROUD ?

YES, THERE IS ALWAYS SOME AFTER THOUGHT FROM MY LECTURER...YA, CURRENTLY MR ISMAIL IS D LECTURER THAT I M IMPRESSED ON...COZ OF WAT GUESS, YEA, MONEY...ACTUALLY I CAN MARRIED TO MONEY...MAYB...I WAS IMPRESSED ON WHIOCH SOMEONE MANAGE TO TURN HIS HOBBY TO BE A BUSINESS BY GETTING 7.5K PER NITE !!! AMAZED ? I M...

AGAIN SI OMAR TU SHOW US SOME WORKS, YA, IT WAS SO PERFECT, D DRAWING PERFECTLY COME REAL...N AGAIN, WHISPERING IN MY HEART, " WHY I CNT ? "...2SECONDS AFTER D WHISPERED, " WHY I SHOULD I BEING TAT GREEDY ? "...MAYB I SHOULD PROUD WIT MY WORK SINCE I DIDINT ATTEND ANY DRAWING CLASS AT ALL...YA, I DIDNT PRACTICE OSO...USING MY EYES, IMAGINING, I DID IT...IS IT ?

I WISH IT CAN BE TAT PERFECT...I WISH...IF U ASK ME WHETHER DID I REGRET OF NT TAKING ANY DRAWING COURSE B4 TIS, I BET I WILL ANSWER U YUP...MAYB I WILL SAY NO, COZ SERIOUSLY I DUN WISH TO BE IN TIS FIELD, NT ONLY ARCHITECTURE, NT ONLY DESIGN, I WISH I CAN BE IN SOMETHING WHICH MY PARENT WISH ON...I WISH I CAN BE IN SOME MANAGEMENT FIRM OR WAT...I DUN WISH TO GO AGAINST MY PARENT...