HERMES BIRKIN

IF U ASK ME ABOUT WHAT WILL BE MY FINAL GOAL IN FASHION, DEFINATELY HERMES BIRKIN...NO DOUBT AT ALL, NOR EVEN 1 SEC...

UPDATING WIT MY IDOL LATEST NEWS...HE GOT A FUCKING NICE HERMES 40cm BIRKIN...IT IS OLIVE GREEN...THE LATEST WINTER COLOR SCHEME...FUCK DAMN NICE...

" LETS SCREAM "

HOWEVER, THE MUSE-LADY, SHE GOT A SUPERB PERFECT BIRKIN WHICH I HAD EVER SEEN...IT IS A LIMITED EDITION WHERE THERE IS ONLY TWO IN THE WORLD...WTF...

" THE BIRKIN WHICH SPARK "

i know
u like it too
slowly la

HELLO EMO

MY LIFE SUCK LIKE SHIT

TEARS
THANKS

I DUN HAV ANY IDEA
ON
WHETHER
DO THEY KNOW
HOW M I LIVING NOW?

great

HERE

i was
i do have it

it gone
thanks

dilemma

PEOPLE ACT

THINK BEFORE U SAY ANYTHNG
IT PISSED ME OFF
I DO HAVE THE RIGHT

NEW LEAF

TOTALLY CHANGING MY STYLE, KICK THE GAY-STYLE AWAY...FRIEND OF MINE :" I HAD NEVER THOUGHT OF U WILL RACUN ON THIS..." ME TOO...THANKS TO TAT TWO...IF 1DAY I BROKE, PLEASE, DONATE ME HALF OF UR PROPERTIES...I WILL APPRECIATE ON IT...

DIDNT CUT MY HAIR FOR ALMOST 1MONTH PLUS...THINKING OF WAT SHOULD I TRY...N CURRENTLY I WAS SO IMPRESSED N JEALOUS WITH THIS GUY'S STYLE...HYPE SIAL...THINKING OF TRY OUT SORT OF TIS...

" COOL ? "
( picture credit from his blog )

CUTIE 2

" IT IS A SHE "

ANOTHER CUTIE HERE...CHIEW HUI CHEE...HER PIC IS MY WALLPAPER FOR QUITE SOMETIMES, AND TAT DAY MY CLIENT SAW TAT, : " IS TIS UR SON ?" " WOW, HE EAT A LOT? " =="

FINAL PRESENTATION 142

FINAL PRESENTATION HAPPENED ON LAST THUR...MODEL EVERYTHING WERE WELL PREPARED...WELL, IT DIDNT WENT WELL...WHAT CAN I DO...

" THE GROUP "

DEAL

AS I PROMISED, YUP, I WAS A BUSINESS MAN+ARTIST+MODEL MAKER+ZOMBIE...HEHE..THANKS TO MY LEC FOR THE NEVER-ANNOUNCE-DUE-DATE SUBMISSION, I DONE EVERYTHING 1MONTH BEFORE THE PRESENTATION...WTF
END UP LIKE INITIALLY HELPING FRIEND DOIN HER DRAWING, BT THEN ACCIDENTALLY SOME RANDOM PEOPLE CAME TO ME FOR SOME HELP TOO...AND THEN I HAD SETTLED:

• 3 SETS OF DRAWINGS
• 2 MODELS
• 2 PRESENTATION BOARDS
• 1 AUTOCAD ( tis is amazing where most of my friends knew tat i had never enter the class except the final exam)

• 

" ONE OF IT "
( it is crappy, bt still the client satisfied with it...watever, i want the money )

HERE IT COME MY MONEY...HEHE..I WAS OVERWHELMED WITH THE OUTPUT...THINKING OF MAKING IT AS PART OF MY PART TIME...HEHE...BT THEN BELL WARN ME I MIGHT BE GET CAUGHT :s

u r pretty cool enough
how dare u say no to longchamp
well
will get u the gucci soon
reason?
coz raymond love u

BELONGINGS

IT KEEP REPEATING
EXHAUSTED
I DUN WISH TO DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE
HERE IS THE END
THE END WHICH MARK THEY THEIR LOST

MONEY & CARING
I CHOOSE MONEY

d
i listen to what u said
tried out on what u asked
i doesnt work
watever it is
i m ok

GRAB IT BEFORE IT GO

WELL, I M BUSY...BUSY ON WHAT SINCE EVENTUALLY I HAD DONE WITH MY SUBMISSION, HEHE, KEEP IT SECRETLY, WILL BLOG IT LATER...CLUE OF IT : THE BLOGGER BECAME A BUSINESS MAN...WOHOOO

HAD BEEN TORTURE MYSELF FOR ALMOST ONE MONTH LONG, DIDNT SLEEP WELL THOUGH...WATEVER IT IS, IT CAN BE HEAL WHEN I GOT MY CHRISTO...

AGAIN, AS AN INFORMATION TO MY FRIENDS, SORRY FOR POSTPONED THE APPOINTMENT...WELL, I WILL DONE WIT MY STUDY FOR TIS SEM ON COMING THUR...MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WIT ME BEFORE SOMEONE GRAB IT...I M RAYMOND HOT ( quote from miss nono ), CALL ME...HEHE

HERMES x LEICA M7

SHIT, I SAW THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING AND I WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM...IT WAS FUCKING DAM NICE...THE COLLABORATION BETWEEN MY FAVOURITE HANDBAG BRAND AND THE TIP TOP CAMERA BRAND...

AGAIN, DAD, MY D90 SUCKS, CAN I HAVE THIS AS GIFT FOR MY 19 BIRTHDAY? PLEASE...

THE GOAL

" are you goin abroad ? i can wait for you "

now only i realised
how much effort you had putting in
to say so

more than 4years
for one who said so
to bear on that
wait for that
undefinable promised

using my hand
the hand which i used to sketch
the hand which i used to make model
the hand which i used to make money
the hand which i used to to hold you up
holding you in my life

found my goal
the goal where you play a role
i m not a quil anymore

FUCK OFF

PEOPLE START TO PLAY TRICKS
HERE AND THERE

HELLO
HERE IS MY WORDS,
IF U ARE TALENTED ENOUGH
U ARE BORN TO BE A DESIGNER MAYBE
U DUN EVEN HAVE TO PLAY HERE AND THERE
IT PISSED ME OFF

WAT IS THE POINT AIMING AT THE FIRST?
SELF-SATISFICATION?
PARENT WILL PROUD WITH
OR
UR RESULT SLIP LOOKING NICER ?

BODOH
FUCK OFF MAN
U ARE SUCKING NOOB

ENJOY UR LIFE
I M
ONLY THOSE ENJOY THEIR LIFE
CLUB LOT
SHOPPING LOT
HANGING LOT
BUT STILL GETTING AN A,
THEY ARE ONLY THE WINNER

DEPENDS ON PEOPLE DESIRE
THEY COULD EASILY GET OVER YOU
WITHOUT PLAYING TRICKS
GET IT?
NOOB

love in the air

PHOBIA

phobia
dilemma

should i proceed ?
or should i just stop it here ?

time for me to think it over and over again
i dun wish to regret later
as what i regret before this

i love you
this may be the last time i said so

the shadow u cast on heart

it had never get rid from

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

1st wishes :
i wish my life will getting better
2nd wishes :
i wish my family
3rd wishes :
shhsssssshhhh

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO ME...WELL, PRETTY BORING WITH MY BIRTHDAY DUE TO THE FREAKING REPORT SUBMISSION...BTW, STILL SATISFIED WITH IT...HAHA, TO THOSE HOUSEMATE, RUGI LA U GUYS, THOUGH IT WILL BE SOME DINNER OR CHILLING, COZ MY MUM IS GONNA PAY FOR THAT BUT THEN HEHEE...O, BILLY DAPAT...

THANKS:

• FRIEND'S WISHES IN FB...IT KEEP GOIN UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE OF IT...THANKS
• THANKS FRIEND'S SMS...
  
• THANKS HOUSEMATE WISHES...THANKS SI BILLY KNOCKED THE DOOR AND WISH OUTSIDE THE DOOR RIGHT AT 12...ACTUALLY I M AWAKE...THANKS LAMBO OF UR STATUS...THANKS SUM TOO...THANKS A-MEI...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR U TOO...
• THANKS THRI...HB SONG...SWEET...BTW, WHERE IS UR SURPRISE? THOUGHT UR ARE COMING...
• THANKS LAYA CALLING FOR WISHES...MISS U GUYS...
• THANKS MUMMY WISHES, IT COULD BE PERFECT IF U JUST GIVE ME MONEY...
  

WELL, I REALISED HOW ANNOYING M I DURING MY BIRTHDAY...HAHA

• BACK TO MY BED ROUND 11.30, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE HOUSEMATE =)
• TURN OFF MY PHONE AT THE SAME TIME, I DUNNO HOW O FACE MY FRIENDS =)
• APEAR OFFLINE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY =)

BTW, I DUNNO WTH ACTUALLY THIS HAPPENED...WHENEVER FRIENDS CALLING FOR WISHING, I M SLEEPING...AND I HAVE TO TALK IN THOSE ENERGETIC VOICE =='

THAT IS IT...

thanks for ur wishes
the 3rd wish belongs to you

LIMCOCKWING

LIMCOCKWING
( the university of creative technology )

I HAD BEEN HERE SINCE APRIL 2008 UNTIL NOW, IT WAS ALMOST LIKE 1.5 YEARS BEEN HERE. WHAT COMES TO UR MIND WHEN TAKING BOUT LUCT ?

THIS IS THE MOST COMMON AMONGST THE OUTSIDERS:

• THE UNIVERSITY UNTUK ORG KAYA ( ok, i agree, bt then i m not the one )
• THE UNIVERSITY WHERE STUDENT DRIVE LAMBORGINI WITH A "P" ( biasala kan ?)
  
• THE BLACK UNIVERSITY ( for ur information, wall+ceiling+floor+stuff attire colour code+ limkokwing car+ the most amazing--people inside there )
• THE UNIVERSITY WHERE LOT RASUAH OR SOCIAL ISSUE HAPPENED ( normal kan ? )

HOW IS MY PERCEPTION ON THE OUTSIDERS? IS UR PERCEPTION SAME AS MINE?

BT THEN, UNLUCKILY, I HAD MY OWN THINKING:

• THE UNI WHICH IS NT LOOKING LIKE UNI, MORE TO A MALL
• THE ONLY UNI IN MALAYSIA WHERE SMOKING IS ALLOWED ( as ur information, it is the uni for those non-smoking turn to be a smoker; lecturer asked cigga from student, ok biasanya ni )
• THE UNI WHERE "CLUBBING-KAKI IN MAKING" ( luct student club lot; bt then which uni doesnt m i right ? here is the facts i found:
  

- the only type of song been play in luct--those song where normally u can get it in club
- for ur information, magarita is available in our cafe
- the most amazing part, condom is available in the convinience shop, where it had been placed on the front row. it is just that obvious where u can see it once u open the door
- student even lec dress up like goin clubbing with the super shottie and killer heels, and this is the part which we like the most-- half of the boobs exposed, some even worst where they dun even wear bra, so wat happen then i think can guest it out actually

• THE UNI WHERE STU USED TO PONTENG ( biasala kan? who care actually, do u ? )
• THE UNI WHERE U HAVE TO DRESS UP URSELF EVERYDAY WITH THOSE BRANDED FROM TOP TO TOE
  

- been in luct for so long, i thought it happened in others uni also bt then seem like no
- went to inti, what shocked me was their wearing, it was freaking boring, pretty hard for you to spot a lv even, luckily i m here, eyes-glare
- lv is just like padini in luct, the new record is HERMES and BALENCIAGA

• THE UNI WHERE STU CRAZY IN HUNTING THEIR LUNCH ( for instance they went pavilion for their lunch then back uni again )
• THE UNI WHERE IT IS HARD FOR YOU TO SPOT MALAYSIAN ( the ratio between foreigner and local is 60:40 )
• THE UNI WHERE THE BURSARY WILL CALL U ANYTIME ASKING FOR MONEY EVEN U HAD PAID ( it had been expressed in art :

THE CREATIVE TECHNOLOGY

• THE UNI WHICH USED TO HAVING SITE VISIT ABROAD FOR EXAMPLE UK OR CAMBODIA ( they used to make announcement 1week before depart, the next day of the announcement is ur deadline for payment )
  
• THE CLEANER USING HP WICH COST BOUT 2K ( this pissed me off !!! )

IS MY UNI COOL? IT IS SO COOL FOR ME...

ANNOYING

HELLO
PLEASE HOLD UR EMOTION
IT MIGHT BE ANNOYING
OPS
NT MIGHT
IT IS ACTUALLY

I DO HAVE MY THINKING
I DO HAVE MY MANNER
I DUN WISH TO BANG ON YOU
SO PLEASE

THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS AROUND YOU

SHOULD I

emo-shit here

think it over-n-over again,
seem like
single suit me better

m i too selfish?
i m too get used with the single life
without
taking care on how would u feel
taking care on how would u think
taking care on how should actually i hav to behave like

overlooking on the day
overlooking on what will it gonna to be like
mayb it will be the best thing i have ever receive
mayb it will be the worst

should i let u go
hopefully everything gonna be fine
because
raymond love you

I DO CARE

sorry for what i had did
i didnt mean to

u should understand actually i do care bout you
i miss you

forgive for what i had did

love you

single or double?

PEOPLE

PEOPLE
THINK BEFORE U DO
THINK BEFORE U SAY
THINK BEFORE U REACT
THNK BEFORE U ANSWER

IT MIGHT HURT OTHERS

IT IS START GETTING ANNOYING
I M TRYING TO HOLD IT BAC
PLEASE
STOP CHALLENGE MY PATIENCE

is lucky to hav u at my side
the one who actually cheer me up
love

HERE IT BEGIN

WOKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING, I M NT FEELING WELL AT ALL, SOMEMORE TODAY IS TAT SI SIVA CLASS, GOSH...BT THEN STILL WENT TO THE CLASS SINCE I NEED TO DISCUSS SOMETHING WIT MEMBERS...AND THEN THE WORST THING HAPPENED...SUBMISSION DUE DATE~~~ MATI LA... MET WIT NADIA, GOSH, SHE IS CHALLENGING MY MIND..." RAYMOND, JOM KITA PERGI SG, DGN BELL DIA ORG..." I WAS LIKE SHIT, I WANT !!! BT THEN THE PRO IS I M SAVING THE MONEY TO GET MYSELF ANOTHER SNEAKER...THEN DOUBTING...( fighting^%^&($&#) END UP LIKE, NO !!! :( I M SAD TOO...WAT TO DO...I HAD SPENT FEW K...NT DARE TO ASK FOR MORE...

" MUMMY, CAN I HAV ANOTHER FEW K? I WANT TO GO SG !!! "

" ADIDAS ObyO KZK CAMPUS 80s "
( it is normal at the 1st glance, bt then...)

" ADIDAS x NEIGBOURHOOD "
( awesome right, hiks...aiming )

23102009

FRIEND :" IS THIS UR DRAFT ?"
( in fact tat is my final submission )

WAT KIND OF RESPONSE SHOULD I HAVE ?

WAT WILL I BE 10 YEARS AFTER THIS
I M ONLY 19,
I DIDNT ATTEND ANY RELATING CLASS BEFORE
THE OUTPUT TAT I M HAVIN NOW
IS PRETTY SATISFIED
WAT ELSE U GUYS EXPECTING ?

IF I M 28,
I M SURE I WOULDNT BE ONLY A DEGREE STUDENT,
I M SURE WIRA WOULDNT BE IN MY GARAGE.
IF I M 21,
I M SURE MY 3D MAX & AUTOCAD WILL BE BETTER THAN HIM,
I M SURE I WOULDNT DRIVE A 10YEARS GRANNY SI KUNING,
( ops, his brand new car is in his garage )

I M 19
PLEASE

PEEP

AND SO I HAD FINISH WITH MY DESIGN ASSIGNMENT...GOSH, DEEP FROM HEART ( close my balm & pray hard wish he will be fired at the same time )

OK, MY PRESENTATION BOARD SUCKS, THE PLAN SUDDENLY LOST IT....THEN PRINT IT OUT WITHOUT THE PLAN, FUNNY?? YUP, WAT TO DO? =(

I HAD LOST MY CONFIDENCE WITH MY WORK, AS WAT ZUL SAID...I M SO DEPRESSING...

" PEEP "
PEEP OF MY WORK, I HAD LOST

THE SPIRIT

ASSIGNMENT 1 : EXPRESSING YOURSELF ON A PIECE ON CANVAS

" SAVE ME "

SAVE ME FROM THE WORLD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE

LET ME OFF

MUMMY & DADDY
3.34 AM NOW
I M STILL AWAKE,
DEALING WITH MY ASSIGNMENT,
BT RIGHT I M SO SLEEPY
BT THEN STILL I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE

MUMMY,
HAV U GUYS EVER PROUD OF ME AS UR SON ?
HAVE U ?
I WONDER...

MUMMY,
I HAD TRIED MY BEST TO HIT UP THE PERFECTNESS OF THE ASSIGNMENT,
U KNOW WHY,
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS I CAN MAKE IT EVEN IN THE FIELD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS,
AS A " UNFILIAL " SON AS U GUYS MENTIONED ALWAYS,
I WISH I COULD JUST DO WATEVER THING U GUYS WANT ME TO DO IT

MUMMY,
U GUYS HAD NEVER SEND ME TO ANY ART CLASS BEFORE
NOR EVEN DESIGN CLASS
ONLY TUITION CLASS
MUMMY,
HAVE U EVER NOTICE WHAT ACTUALLY I M INTERESTED IN
WHAT I M NOT ACTUALLY
LOOKING ON MY WORK,
I M PROUD WITH MYSELF
DO U?
I LEARNED EVERYTHING BY MY OWN
EVEN SKETCHING
I M PRETTY SATISFIED

I M JUST LIKE A QUIL,
A QUIL FULFILLING WAT MY PARENT WISH

**i m emo
i know my result this sem will be suck like shit,
sorry mummy,
i think i m fail to prove u guys...**

i wish u are awake now
i wish u are at my side now
tears rolling
u are the only one who can borrow me the shoulder
lend me ur ear to hear my teasing
lend me ur eye to look forward
i love you

AWAY

SORRY TO FRIENDS WHO WERE CALLING ME FOR LUNCH OR HANGING OUT TOGETHER THROUGHOUT THIS WEEK LONG, I M ON LEAVE FROM LUCT DUE TO THE DEADLINE SUBMISSION OF MY DESIGN WORK...BY RIGHT MY WORKS WILL BE SUBMIT ON THIS FRI, SO CALL ME LA FOR TAT TIME...

KINDLY REMIND :

" FIRST COME/CALL FIRST SERVE "

( i m raymond, always the busy & the popular )

YEAPPEE

finally

i m satisfied
sweet sweet
haha

be with you is 200times better than having cup of expresso
haha
pretty happy tonight
high high
( even though report till lot to go )

" ^^ "

shit
now only i knew tat
she was here before

FAR APART

had been overlooking on tat day u finish up everything
yup
u done

bt then where r u
i need u
i need d one consult me always

" be my side "
days without you
everything go like hell

thought we are near
bt then it is getting far apart

AS vs IA

THE FOLLOWING ENTRY IS NT DIRECTING ON ALL, BT FEW OF THEM...

I HAD GETTING FED UP WITH COMMENTS LIKE THIS...ONE OF MY FRIEND NUDGE ME OUT OF THE BLUE MOON IN FACT I KNOW SURE SHE IS ASKING FOR HELP...BEING A FRIEND, SORRY TO SAY I DUN FEEL TO HELP HER BY GIVING SOME PERFECT EXCUSES...THEN IT CONTINUE WITH SOME RANDOM CHIT CHAT BOUT OUR STUDIES...

FRIEND :" hei, how is ur study ?"
ME :" superb busy with the never end of assignment, same as u guys "
FRIEND :" how can it be, u guys are ia student "
( madness in mE, wtf, another as student look down on ia students )
ME :" it is the same "
( then blar, i dun wish to chat with her anymore )

THIS IS NT THE 1ST TIME OF GETTING THIS KIND OF FEEDBACK...BT THEN STILL I CNT GET IT...WHY THEY PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON US...IS IT BCOZ THEY WERE TONS OF THEM CNT GET ON TRACK WITH AS THEN SWITCH TO IA ? IT WAS FUCKING DAM ANNOYING...

HERE IS SOME OF MINE WHICH I DUN WISH TO BANG ON THEM

" being a as student, are u sure ur work will be better than me since people do assume as as a course for those genius?

are u sure ur design will be better than me? wat grade normally u get? a, b ,c ? or redo? or even getting an a, hav u ever try out getting only a throughout the whole sem? eventhough yes, then hav u ever getting the only comment of 'impressive' thorghout all ur work ? hav u ever been ask by the head-coordinator of fabe of keeping ur model?

hav u ever try out of couldnt get bac ur works coz all of them had been kept by lec?"

SO PLEASE, IT NEVER CONCERN ON EITHER U ARE GENIUS OR I M IDIOT, IT DEPENDS ON PEOPLE INTEREST...

I HAD BEEN COMMENT NO, I SHOULD SAY TAT WILL BE SORT OF LIKE SCOLDING FROM ONE OF D AS TUTOR " WHY U ARE NT IN AS CLASS? U SHOULD ! "

SEE THIS PEOPLE, STOP LOOKING DOWN ON US, IT WAS SO ANNOYING...WHEN U R ONE OF THEM, TRY TO STAND ON OUR SIDE, WAT WOULD U FEEL WHEN PEOPLE LIKE TIS...

AND AGAIN, THIS ENTRY DOESNT POINTING OF ALL, BT THEN FEW OF THEM...

STREETHING

2 NUTS SPREADING THEIR " NO-CURE-VIRUS " ON ME...BT THEN I DID APPRECIATE THAT COZ ONE WILL START GONE CRAZY WITH THOSE MASTER PIECES...SERIOUSLY IF U R STILL THINKING BOUT STREETHING IS SOMETHING TAT THOSE WEARING BAGGY JEANS N OVERSIZED TEE, WAKE UP LA TUAN TUAN & PUAN PUAN, NOW IS 21 ERA, UPDATE URSELF PLEASE...

ZKZ

I M 19, STILL YOUNG THOUGHT...WAT S D POINT TAT I DRESS UP MSELF TO BE TAT " SUPERB GAY-ISH SMART CASUAL "...WELL, I STILL CAN DRESS UP MYSELF SMART CASUAL AFTER 30, BT THEN IT IS NT ALLOWED FOR A 30s DRESS UP IN STREET WEAR...PEOPLE WILL BE LIKE " SPOT TAT UNCLE, 30s DY STILL DUN WISH TO LET GO HIS CLOTHES 20YEARS BAC "

PEOPLE MAY THINK LIKE STREETHING, CHEH, NT A BIG DEAL, IT IS A BIG DEAL BONGGOK...EVEN D COMMON, LOUIS VUITTON IN COLLABORATE WITH KANYE WEST, TURN TIS OUT, HOLD UR MOUTH, IT IS FUCKING SEXY...

LOUIS VUITTON x KANYE WEST
" mum, i swear i wouldnt skip any class & be a perfect mummy-boy if u guys buy me d whole collection of this, dun ask me to choose, d whole collection was amazing "

NEVER THOUGHT TAT THEY ARE CHEAP, THOSE SNEAKERS N JEANS EVEN A TEE CAN HIT UP TO THOUSAND EASILY...NEVER N EVER THOUGHT ONLY THOSE WEARING GUCCI & LV ARE RICH, THEY ARE BLIND THOUGHT...BLINDLY CATCHING UP D TREND..." A 158cm TALL CARRY A NEVERFULL GM...SWEAT "

WEL, KEEP IT UP WITH THOSE SEXY SNEAKERS UNTIL ROUND 30s, THEN START GRAB BAC TO D SMART CASUAL AGAIN, THEN PEOPLE ASK GAIN " ARE U SURE U ARE NT GAY ? " THEN ......WISH, I WISH, WISH PLZ DUN SARCAS ON ME ONCE SEE ME ON TIS..." WISH TO GET MYSELF A HAC ROUND 30++ " YENG !!!

** wondering who m i in my last cycle, deeply suspecting i m a designer, mayb the one who design birkin =) **
being grew up in such a deserted kampong, i shouldnt hav those kind thinking updating in my mind
no media approach, bt then i came
parent wonder also thought??

YEA

I M RAYMOND
TRY MY BEST TO PROVIDE MYSELF WATEVER I NEED

I M MATERIALISM
WONDER ?

%$^#@$%*&#
( emo mood, assignment catching my ass )

AVERSION

QUOTE FROM A FRIEND

" COLLEGE SHOULDNT BE A PLACE WHERE NURTURE WELL-BEING OF YOUNGSTER MIND BT NT EXPLOIT N CORRUPT THEIR MIND "

YUP, DUDE, IT ACTUALLY DEPENDS ON WHERE U ARE...NOTHING GONNA RELATED WITH UR SELF-AWARENESS...I DID SAID LIKE TIS YEARS AGO, BT THEN YUP, I KNOW IT IS NT UR FAULT OF HAVIN TIS KINDA OF CRITICAL THINKING...BT THEN TRUST ME, U WILL UNDERSTAND IF U ARE THERE FOR MONTHS...

i do fall down badly
u r d one help me up
bt then
when u r nt there
i fall again
plz,
where r u ?

FUCK OFF

I HAD START GETTING FED UP WIT THE SAME COMMENT

MR ZUL : " WHY U SOUND LIKE NT CONFIDENT ENOUGH WIT UR WORK ?"
MR OMAR : " FROM UR PRESENTATION, I CAN SEE U R NT WELL PREPARED. UR DRAWINGS SEEM LIKE SKETCH IT 5MIN AGO ."

RAYMOND : "...!!! "

THIS IS D WHISPERED IN MY HEART AT TAT MOMENT BT THEN YUP, SIR, I DUN WISH TO BANG ON U...I M TRYING TO RESPECT U...

THIS IS MY EXPLANATION

" THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE, I WILL NEVER PRESENT MY WORK AS OTHERS IN THOSE FUCKING ANNOYED WAY

TAT IS MY STYLE

U KNOW Y,
IT IS BECAUSE OF

A GOOD DESIGN TELL EVERYTHING
ONLY THOSE SUCKERS WORK NEED TONS OF EXPLANATION

I WILL RATHER LETS OTHERS FEEL D DETAILING,
THE WELL DESIGN OF THE MASTER PIECES BY THEIR EYES,
NEVER AND EVER FROM MY MOUTH "

CAN U HEAR TAT MR OMAR?

WAT DO U ACTUALLY MEAN OF I SKETCH IT 5MIN AGO,
MIND WIT UR COMMENT,
PEOPLE CAN EASILY GO BETTER THAN U

PROMOTER

OK, MY BLOG HAD BEEN SO BLUE FOR QUITE FEW POSTS, WELL, BAC TO NORMAL...PRESENT TO U GUYS SOME THINGS MEMORABLE...



YUP, MAYB SOME OF U SPOT ME OUT BT THEN I M SURE U DIDNT TEGUR ME...YUP, I WAS A PROMOTER DURING THE WHOLE RAYA WEEK...THOUGHT IT WILL GONNA B SUFFERING SINCE IT HAD BEEN A LONG TIME I DIDNT WORK...BT THEN NO, IT WAS SO GILA...HOW GILA WAS IT, U CAN ASK MR EM, THE NUTS IN PARKSON...BODOH BETUL SIAL...OK, AUNTIE SHIRLEY WAS SO GILA TAT TIME...TONS OF QUESTION SHOULDNT BE ASK BY A AUNTIE, BT THEN YUP, SHE DID TAT...

THE MOST REDICULUS QUESTION I HAD EVER HEARD

" WHY MY SON LIKE TO ERECT ON HIS DICK ? "
( i was like omg auntie, wat should i answer u btw )


" ARE U VIRGIN ? "
( then 2 seconds after she answered her own...==' )
SOMEMORE LAGI SHE ASKED MR NUTS =='


" I M SURE MY HUSBAND DID BETRAYED ME, SO WAT IS D PRO IF I GO FOR GIGOLO "
( she was so serious tat time...==' )

THEN TONS OF GOSSIPS COMING N COMING...NEVER COME TO THE END...IT CAN BE FROM D PROMOTER NEXT TO US TOWARD D SEXUALITY OF THE PADINI MARKETING MANAGER...

" WAH, TAT PROMOTER FUCK WIT SOMEONE IN TOILET "


" OUR PADINI MARKETING MANAGER IS A GAY "


" PARKSONS EXECUTIVE DIVORCED WIT HIS WIFE BECAUSE OF HE CNT PERFORM WELL DURING D NIGHT "
( i was like superb impressed on where they people got those kinda superb privacy gossip )


" TAT DAY THERE WAS PAIR OF COUPLE FUCK IN FITTING ROOM "

YUP, PRETTY FAST FINISH UP D WORK... THE ONLY LESSON I GOT-- " SEX CAN NEVER GET RID IN ONE LIFE, EVEN AN AUNTIE "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday

overlooking on that day u finish up everything
miss u badly

THANKS

call u at d end
i know that is d only way for me nt getting bac as wat u dun wish to

thanks seriously
i swear
thanks for ur comfort
thanks of ur abandon of ur exam
thanks

i will be ok

thing is gonna happen at d end

MISSING

thanks
that is d only things i can say
thanks for ur caring and comfort
throughout d whole week long
it drive me bac to those sweet
thanks

as wat u had mentioned
i had confirmed that u wasnt here
thanks buddha

trying to let u away from my life for few days
gosh
i cant
i miss d caring n comfort for u
i wish i can share wit u
i wish

i m emo
class gonna on 2morrow
how m i gonna face my friends

i wish u r here

can i call u?

WHISPERED

lil chat wit my dearest cousin
wondering
whispering

tons of things happened
i cnt carry it anymore

i m a student
i should concentrate on wat i should to

i m a teens
those are too heavy for my age right now
yell in my heart
let me off
as wat i expressed myself on my canvas
" save me from the world that i dun wish to "
please...

PERFECT DECISION

I HAD DECIDED TO LET GO MY EMOTION THROUGHOUT MY LIL BLOG SINCE THERE IS ONLY FEWS OF MINE UPDATING HERE...THEN SOMEMORE I M TRYING TO HIDE IT UP...HEHE...ENJOY....IF NT, KEEP UR ASS AWAY....I DUN EVEN BOTHER....

CAN I

am i allow for not to keep d promised wit u ?
thought u had forgot
bt then it still bare in my mind

i had been torture myself for the past 2years
the life without d one i need d most
the life which made d biggest changes throughout my cycle

doubting in my heart
u owe me d excused
d excused tat separate us far apart
d excused tat turn me into hell
bt then
i think i can guess it out

i hope i will b forgive for nt keeping wit d promised
i need u so badly
even idiot can figure out i need u
did u ?

THE LOST

A LIL CHAT WIT EM, ERM YA, IT TOUCH MY HEART...THEY ARE D COUPLE I HAD EVER BLESSED... GOT TO SAY CHEN :" AWAKE BA, STOP BLUFFING, FRIENDS AROUND U HAD POINTED OUT UR PROBLEMS, SINGLE DOESNT SUIT U AT ALL..." EM :" TIME FOR U TO THINK IT OVER EVEN THOUGH I NOE I GOT D RESPONSIBILITY... "

i miss her fucking dam missing her

SHOULD I BE PROUD ?

YES, THERE IS ALWAYS SOME AFTER THOUGHT FROM MY LECTURER...YA, CURRENTLY MR ISMAIL IS D LECTURER THAT I M IMPRESSED ON...COZ OF WAT GUESS, YEA, MONEY...ACTUALLY I CAN MARRIED TO MONEY...MAYB...I WAS IMPRESSED ON WHIOCH SOMEONE MANAGE TO TURN HIS HOBBY TO BE A BUSINESS BY GETTING 7.5K PER NITE !!! AMAZED ? I M...

AGAIN SI OMAR TU SHOW US SOME WORKS, YA, IT WAS SO PERFECT, D DRAWING PERFECTLY COME REAL...N AGAIN, WHISPERING IN MY HEART, " WHY I CNT ? "...2SECONDS AFTER D WHISPERED, " WHY I SHOULD I BEING TAT GREEDY ? "...MAYB I SHOULD PROUD WIT MY WORK SINCE I DIDINT ATTEND ANY DRAWING CLASS AT ALL...YA, I DIDNT PRACTICE OSO...USING MY EYES, IMAGINING, I DID IT...IS IT ?

I WISH IT CAN BE TAT PERFECT...I WISH...IF U ASK ME WHETHER DID I REGRET OF NT TAKING ANY DRAWING COURSE B4 TIS, I BET I WILL ANSWER U YUP...MAYB I WILL SAY NO, COZ SERIOUSLY I DUN WISH TO BE IN TIS FIELD, NT ONLY ARCHITECTURE, NT ONLY DESIGN, I WISH I CAN BE IN SOMETHING WHICH MY PARENT WISH ON...I WISH I CAN BE IN SOME MANAGEMENT FIRM OR WAT...I DUN WISH TO GO AGAINST MY PARENT...

I M SORRY

ACTUALLY I WANT TO BLOG BOUT TIS FOR QUITE SOME TIME BT THEN YA, I DUNNO WHERE TO START...

ANOTHER COUPLE DECIDED END UP THEIR LOVE IN D DIFFERENT WORLD...AND THEN I M D ONE WHO CAUSE SO...DUE TO SOME REASONS, I SHOULDNT B ASS-ITCHY TELLING OTHERS WAT I DID...ERM YA, I M SO SORRY...I WUN MIND, IF I HAD BEEN BLAME...HOPE U GUYS CAN GET BAC SOON...SERIOUSLY, I SWEAR TO BUDDHA, HOPE U GUYS CAN END UP IN MARRIAGE...

EM & KEK

" I M SORRY FOR WAT I DID "
( close up my palm n pray hard, d ever couple i blessed )

SHE IS DIED

EM YA, IF U R MY FRIEND, OK LA, MY HOUSEMATE LA, MOST OF D TIME U WILL NOTICE I KEEP COMPLAINING ON MY STUPID TOSHIBA SEXY...YA, SHE GONE LAST FEW DAY...GOT TO SEND HER BAC FOR SOME OPERATION...SHE WILL REBORN SOON...DAM...

THANKS BILLY, AS I ALWAYS B TAT ANNOYING LIKE " DAI LOU, CAN I USE UR PC "THEN MISS KEK, "CHEN , WAT TIME U SLEEP 2DAY ( in fact, i wan to use her pc )...THEN LAMBO, "YI, CHECK FOR ME TIS WORD XXX "

THANKS U GUYS...KINDLY REMIND TO ALL MY DEAREST, NEVER N EVER SAY YES TO TOSHIBA...TRY LA MAC...:)

PISS ME OFF

ONCE I STEP INTO CLASS, " GUYS, CAMBODIA TRIP IS A NOT COMPULSORY TRIP, FOT THOSE WHO WANNA TO GO PLZ MEET WIT MR FUCKER... "

DAM !!!IT WAS LIKE SO ANNOYING...ONE MAY ASK LIKE EVEN THOUGH IT S NT COMPULSORY BT THEN U MAY GO STILL...EM YA, NONE OF D IA STU GOIN...I NOE BELLE RAHIM WILL B THERE, BT THEN SO SAD SHE IS N A HE, I DUN WANNA TO STAY WIT SOME STRANGER...I HAD SET MY MOOD TO SHOPPING OVER THERE ( erm ya, it s nt gonna b a site visit for me ;) )

WELL, GET D MONEY FROM MUM, SPEND IT OFF...WISH NEXT SEM CAN GO BANDUNG, BALI, EGYPT & LONDON :)

AFTER LOVE CALL

NOW IS 3:24, WAT M I DOIN NOW ? DO NOTHING...I BET I CNT SLEEP WELL TONITE...NT BECAUSE OF WORRY BOUT D EXAM GONNA ON IN FEW HOURS AFTER TIS, BT THEN YA, IT MEAN SO MUCH FOR ME TODAY...AGAIN, YES, THE EVER 1ST TIME I WISH MY PHONE'S CREDIT IS UNLIMITED...YEA...

THANKS FOR UR ACCOMPANY, THANKS FOR UR REMINDING...YUP, MY MUM SHOULD APPRECIATE ON UR EFFORT, MAYB BY GETTING U A BIRKIN, YES, MY MUM IS RICH, BT THEN I M D POOR-EST IN MY FAMILY, EVEN MY LIL SIS HAVIN MORE THAN ME...WATEVER...YES, U STOP ME FOR CONTINUE SOMETHING THAT I SHOULDNT COTINUE ON, U REMIND ME ON WAT I HAD FORGOT...I DO HAV TO SAY THANK YOU...

200 times fucking struggling in my heart

i couldnt

i m so regret

plz

will u wait for me ?

i wish i can get d answer rite at tis moment...

mayb u r nt perfect for others

bt then u r perfect for raymond

no doubts

TO -XLVX-

i hav no idea on whether hav u been here
i hav no idea whether how u look at me rite tis moment

i had promised u
i will try
give me some time


pushing myself to the hole
should i
is that worth

THE FARMER'S SON

i was born in a family which
my dad is a farmer
mum is a part time clerk
luxurious things like lv is never gonna appear in my life

i try my best
to get noe of those brand
even updated wit their latest collection
try my best to identify
even busy of scanning on others from top to toe

i will never deny if some1 saying i m a materialistic boy
bt then i will rather explain it in such way

" i m enjoying my life, u dun even noe wat s gonna happen on 2morrow,
whether been kill or suicide...then y dun u enjoy every single moment in ur life... "

" a designer they appreciate on stuff tat had been well-designed...they understand how much effort they had put it in. it cnt balanced by money "

yup
i strive for my better 2morrow
strive for my hermes life
the life tat the farmer's son overlooking on

THANKS BUDDHA

thanks
now only i realised miracle can b happen within few min even seconds

yup
i should cheers

whispered from heart
hope u will b there
plz

nothing can stop me
except timing

B-09-16

HAD BEEN DISCUSS FOR TAKING A " FAMILY PHOTO " FOR QUITE SOMETIMES SINCE THEY TWO WERE COUPLE...AND YEA~~FINALLY...BUT SO SAD MR BILLY DIDNT JOIN US...

AFTER THOUGHT

a comment from my lecturer after done my graffiti presentation..." u are born to be a artist "...tears rolling on my eye n i had tried my best to stop it...

no one will noe wat s d story behind " d artist being born "

daddy & mummy

let me go

every times when i pass through d class room

my heart is crying

i wish i can b in tat room

tat s d world i should belong to

i noe i will b 200times better than wat they did

i m sure

I KNOW I CANT...

ARRIVEDERCI

tried out 200 times to let u off from my life,
none of it succeed;
i noe i m silly
bt then right now,
i did it
should i cheers?
gown is nt done,
bt then i still keep wit d promise
will u?
i wouldnt mind
may d god bless u to be tat cheerful
ARRIVEDERCI
for d last...

u r so perfect for raymod...

THE GILA BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

MISS ONG BIRTHDAY HAD BEEN LOOKING FORWARD FOR QUIET SOME TIME...WELL IT CAME AT D END...CELEBRATE WIT MR HAIRY...

" THE SHOT FROM MISS KEK "

IT START FROM SENDING HER TO D SALOON FOR HAIR CUTTING AS A NEW LOOK FOR THE NEW AGE...

" MISS ONG & LOUIS "

TIME FOR DINNER...HAD BEEN DISCUSSING FOR QUITE SOME TIME FROM HILTON BUFFET TO SUNWAY BUFFET N DECIDED TO GO FOR JOGOYA AT D END...LOST ON D WAY HEADING BT THEN STILL MANAGE TO REACH AT D END...STARHILL CARPARK WAS LIKE SHIT !!! REACH JOGOYA, WAT V SAW IS TIS

" THE SUPERB LONG Q "

WENT TO D COUNTER, TIS IS HOW THEY ANSWER " THEY ALL HAD BOOKED, IF U GUYS WANT, V CAN ONLY SEAT U GUYS UNTIL ALL OF THEM FINISH "OMG...FOR U GUYS INFO, TAT TIME WAS 9PLUS DY...IS FOR SUPPER, NT DINNER...GOSH...THEN HEADED TO PAVI WIT FRIDAY...

PLAY AT D FRONT OF PAVI

" BUANG MONEY "

AFTER TAT HEADED TO D TECKA TECKA AS WAT HAD PROMISED...YEAH LIQUOR &... WELL SOMEONE IS NT ALLOWED...TQ TO HER BF...I THINK AUNTY & UNCLE WILL LIKE U LOT...

" THE PAK CIK KAYA "

" THE CREATIVITY "

" HERE IT COME "

" NO LIQUOR "
MY MOTIVATOR OF NT GETTING A GF

" THE PERFECT PIC OF THE NIGHT "