CAN I

am i allow for not to keep d promised wit u ?
thought u had forgot
bt then it still bare in my mind

i had been torture myself for the past 2years
the life without d one i need d most
the life which made d biggest changes throughout my cycle

doubting in my heart
u owe me d excused
d excused tat separate us far apart
d excused tat turn me into hell
bt then
i think i can guess it out

i hope i will b forgive for nt keeping wit d promised
i need u so badly
even idiot can figure out i need u
did u ?