THANKS

call u at d end
i know that is d only way for me nt getting bac as wat u dun wish to

thanks seriously
i swear
thanks for ur comfort
thanks of ur abandon of ur exam
thanks

i will be ok

thing is gonna happen at d end

MISSING

thanks
that is d only things i can say
thanks for ur caring and comfort
throughout d whole week long
it drive me bac to those sweet
thanks

as wat u had mentioned
i had confirmed that u wasnt here
thanks buddha

trying to let u away from my life for few days
gosh
i cant
i miss d caring n comfort for u
i wish i can share wit u
i wish

i m emo
class gonna on 2morrow
how m i gonna face my friends

i wish u r here

can i call u?

WHISPERED

lil chat wit my dearest cousin
wondering
whispering

tons of things happened
i cnt carry it anymore

i m a student
i should concentrate on wat i should to

i m a teens
those are too heavy for my age right now
yell in my heart
let me off
as wat i expressed myself on my canvas
" save me from the world that i dun wish to "
please...

PERFECT DECISION

I HAD DECIDED TO LET GO MY EMOTION THROUGHOUT MY LIL BLOG SINCE THERE IS ONLY FEWS OF MINE UPDATING HERE...THEN SOMEMORE I M TRYING TO HIDE IT UP...HEHE...ENJOY....IF NT, KEEP UR ASS AWAY....I DUN EVEN BOTHER....

CAN I

am i allow for not to keep d promised wit u ?
thought u had forgot
bt then it still bare in my mind

i had been torture myself for the past 2years
the life without d one i need d most
the life which made d biggest changes throughout my cycle

doubting in my heart
u owe me d excused
d excused tat separate us far apart
d excused tat turn me into hell
bt then
i think i can guess it out

i hope i will b forgive for nt keeping wit d promised
i need u so badly
even idiot can figure out i need u
did u ?

THE LOST

A LIL CHAT WIT EM, ERM YA, IT TOUCH MY HEART...THEY ARE D COUPLE I HAD EVER BLESSED... GOT TO SAY CHEN :" AWAKE BA, STOP BLUFFING, FRIENDS AROUND U HAD POINTED OUT UR PROBLEMS, SINGLE DOESNT SUIT U AT ALL..." EM :" TIME FOR U TO THINK IT OVER EVEN THOUGH I NOE I GOT D RESPONSIBILITY... "

i miss her fucking dam missing her

SHOULD I BE PROUD ?

YES, THERE IS ALWAYS SOME AFTER THOUGHT FROM MY LECTURER...YA, CURRENTLY MR ISMAIL IS D LECTURER THAT I M IMPRESSED ON...COZ OF WAT GUESS, YEA, MONEY...ACTUALLY I CAN MARRIED TO MONEY...MAYB...I WAS IMPRESSED ON WHIOCH SOMEONE MANAGE TO TURN HIS HOBBY TO BE A BUSINESS BY GETTING 7.5K PER NITE !!! AMAZED ? I M...

AGAIN SI OMAR TU SHOW US SOME WORKS, YA, IT WAS SO PERFECT, D DRAWING PERFECTLY COME REAL...N AGAIN, WHISPERING IN MY HEART, " WHY I CNT ? "...2SECONDS AFTER D WHISPERED, " WHY I SHOULD I BEING TAT GREEDY ? "...MAYB I SHOULD PROUD WIT MY WORK SINCE I DIDINT ATTEND ANY DRAWING CLASS AT ALL...YA, I DIDNT PRACTICE OSO...USING MY EYES, IMAGINING, I DID IT...IS IT ?

I WISH IT CAN BE TAT PERFECT...I WISH...IF U ASK ME WHETHER DID I REGRET OF NT TAKING ANY DRAWING COURSE B4 TIS, I BET I WILL ANSWER U YUP...MAYB I WILL SAY NO, COZ SERIOUSLY I DUN WISH TO BE IN TIS FIELD, NT ONLY ARCHITECTURE, NT ONLY DESIGN, I WISH I CAN BE IN SOMETHING WHICH MY PARENT WISH ON...I WISH I CAN BE IN SOME MANAGEMENT FIRM OR WAT...I DUN WISH TO GO AGAINST MY PARENT...

I M SORRY

ACTUALLY I WANT TO BLOG BOUT TIS FOR QUITE SOME TIME BT THEN YA, I DUNNO WHERE TO START...

ANOTHER COUPLE DECIDED END UP THEIR LOVE IN D DIFFERENT WORLD...AND THEN I M D ONE WHO CAUSE SO...DUE TO SOME REASONS, I SHOULDNT B ASS-ITCHY TELLING OTHERS WAT I DID...ERM YA, I M SO SORRY...I WUN MIND, IF I HAD BEEN BLAME...HOPE U GUYS CAN GET BAC SOON...SERIOUSLY, I SWEAR TO BUDDHA, HOPE U GUYS CAN END UP IN MARRIAGE...

EM & KEK

" I M SORRY FOR WAT I DID "
( close up my palm n pray hard, d ever couple i blessed )

SHE IS DIED

EM YA, IF U R MY FRIEND, OK LA, MY HOUSEMATE LA, MOST OF D TIME U WILL NOTICE I KEEP COMPLAINING ON MY STUPID TOSHIBA SEXY...YA, SHE GONE LAST FEW DAY...GOT TO SEND HER BAC FOR SOME OPERATION...SHE WILL REBORN SOON...DAM...

THANKS BILLY, AS I ALWAYS B TAT ANNOYING LIKE " DAI LOU, CAN I USE UR PC "THEN MISS KEK, "CHEN , WAT TIME U SLEEP 2DAY ( in fact, i wan to use her pc )...THEN LAMBO, "YI, CHECK FOR ME TIS WORD XXX "

THANKS U GUYS...KINDLY REMIND TO ALL MY DEAREST, NEVER N EVER SAY YES TO TOSHIBA...TRY LA MAC...:)

PISS ME OFF

ONCE I STEP INTO CLASS, " GUYS, CAMBODIA TRIP IS A NOT COMPULSORY TRIP, FOT THOSE WHO WANNA TO GO PLZ MEET WIT MR FUCKER... "

DAM !!!IT WAS LIKE SO ANNOYING...ONE MAY ASK LIKE EVEN THOUGH IT S NT COMPULSORY BT THEN U MAY GO STILL...EM YA, NONE OF D IA STU GOIN...I NOE BELLE RAHIM WILL B THERE, BT THEN SO SAD SHE IS N A HE, I DUN WANNA TO STAY WIT SOME STRANGER...I HAD SET MY MOOD TO SHOPPING OVER THERE ( erm ya, it s nt gonna b a site visit for me ;) )

WELL, GET D MONEY FROM MUM, SPEND IT OFF...WISH NEXT SEM CAN GO BANDUNG, BALI, EGYPT & LONDON :)

AFTER LOVE CALL

NOW IS 3:24, WAT M I DOIN NOW ? DO NOTHING...I BET I CNT SLEEP WELL TONITE...NT BECAUSE OF WORRY BOUT D EXAM GONNA ON IN FEW HOURS AFTER TIS, BT THEN YA, IT MEAN SO MUCH FOR ME TODAY...AGAIN, YES, THE EVER 1ST TIME I WISH MY PHONE'S CREDIT IS UNLIMITED...YEA...

THANKS FOR UR ACCOMPANY, THANKS FOR UR REMINDING...YUP, MY MUM SHOULD APPRECIATE ON UR EFFORT, MAYB BY GETTING U A BIRKIN, YES, MY MUM IS RICH, BT THEN I M D POOR-EST IN MY FAMILY, EVEN MY LIL SIS HAVIN MORE THAN ME...WATEVER...YES, U STOP ME FOR CONTINUE SOMETHING THAT I SHOULDNT COTINUE ON, U REMIND ME ON WAT I HAD FORGOT...I DO HAV TO SAY THANK YOU...

200 times fucking struggling in my heart

i couldnt

i m so regret

plz

will u wait for me ?

i wish i can get d answer rite at tis moment...

mayb u r nt perfect for others

bt then u r perfect for raymond

no doubts

TO -XLVX-

i hav no idea on whether hav u been here
i hav no idea whether how u look at me rite tis moment

i had promised u
i will try
give me some time


pushing myself to the hole
should i
is that worth

THE FARMER'S SON

i was born in a family which
my dad is a farmer
mum is a part time clerk
luxurious things like lv is never gonna appear in my life

i try my best
to get noe of those brand
even updated wit their latest collection
try my best to identify
even busy of scanning on others from top to toe

i will never deny if some1 saying i m a materialistic boy
bt then i will rather explain it in such way

" i m enjoying my life, u dun even noe wat s gonna happen on 2morrow,
whether been kill or suicide...then y dun u enjoy every single moment in ur life... "

" a designer they appreciate on stuff tat had been well-designed...they understand how much effort they had put it in. it cnt balanced by money "

yup
i strive for my better 2morrow
strive for my hermes life
the life tat the farmer's son overlooking on

THANKS BUDDHA

thanks
now only i realised miracle can b happen within few min even seconds

yup
i should cheers

whispered from heart
hope u will b there
plz

nothing can stop me
except timing

B-09-16

HAD BEEN DISCUSS FOR TAKING A " FAMILY PHOTO " FOR QUITE SOMETIMES SINCE THEY TWO WERE COUPLE...AND YEA~~FINALLY...BUT SO SAD MR BILLY DIDNT JOIN US...