PEOPLE

PEOPLE
THINK BEFORE U DO
THINK BEFORE U SAY
THINK BEFORE U REACT
THNK BEFORE U ANSWER

IT MIGHT HURT OTHERS

IT IS START GETTING ANNOYING
I M TRYING TO HOLD IT BAC
PLEASE
STOP CHALLENGE MY PATIENCE

is lucky to hav u at my side
the one who actually cheer me up
love

HERE IT BEGIN

WOKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING, I M NT FEELING WELL AT ALL, SOMEMORE TODAY IS TAT SI SIVA CLASS, GOSH...BT THEN STILL WENT TO THE CLASS SINCE I NEED TO DISCUSS SOMETHING WIT MEMBERS...AND THEN THE WORST THING HAPPENED...SUBMISSION DUE DATE~~~ MATI LA... MET WIT NADIA, GOSH, SHE IS CHALLENGING MY MIND..." RAYMOND, JOM KITA PERGI SG, DGN BELL DIA ORG..." I WAS LIKE SHIT, I WANT !!! BT THEN THE PRO IS I M SAVING THE MONEY TO GET MYSELF ANOTHER SNEAKER...THEN DOUBTING...( fighting^%^&($&#) END UP LIKE, NO !!! :( I M SAD TOO...WAT TO DO...I HAD SPENT FEW K...NT DARE TO ASK FOR MORE...

" MUMMY, CAN I HAV ANOTHER FEW K? I WANT TO GO SG !!! "

" ADIDAS ObyO KZK CAMPUS 80s "
( it is normal at the 1st glance, bt then...)

" ADIDAS x NEIGBOURHOOD "
( awesome right, hiks...aiming )

23102009

FRIEND :" IS THIS UR DRAFT ?"
( in fact tat is my final submission )

WAT KIND OF RESPONSE SHOULD I HAVE ?

WAT WILL I BE 10 YEARS AFTER THIS
I M ONLY 19,
I DIDNT ATTEND ANY RELATING CLASS BEFORE
THE OUTPUT TAT I M HAVIN NOW
IS PRETTY SATISFIED
WAT ELSE U GUYS EXPECTING ?

IF I M 28,
I M SURE I WOULDNT BE ONLY A DEGREE STUDENT,
I M SURE WIRA WOULDNT BE IN MY GARAGE.
IF I M 21,
I M SURE MY 3D MAX & AUTOCAD WILL BE BETTER THAN HIM,
I M SURE I WOULDNT DRIVE A 10YEARS GRANNY SI KUNING,
( ops, his brand new car is in his garage )

I M 19
PLEASE

PEEP

AND SO I HAD FINISH WITH MY DESIGN ASSIGNMENT...GOSH, DEEP FROM HEART ( close my balm & pray hard wish he will be fired at the same time )

OK, MY PRESENTATION BOARD SUCKS, THE PLAN SUDDENLY LOST IT....THEN PRINT IT OUT WITHOUT THE PLAN, FUNNY?? YUP, WAT TO DO? =(

I HAD LOST MY CONFIDENCE WITH MY WORK, AS WAT ZUL SAID...I M SO DEPRESSING...

" PEEP "
PEEP OF MY WORK, I HAD LOST

THE SPIRIT

ASSIGNMENT 1 : EXPRESSING YOURSELF ON A PIECE ON CANVAS

" SAVE ME "

SAVE ME FROM THE WORLD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE

LET ME OFF

MUMMY & DADDY
3.34 AM NOW
I M STILL AWAKE,
DEALING WITH MY ASSIGNMENT,
BT RIGHT I M SO SLEEPY
BT THEN STILL I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE

MUMMY,
HAV U GUYS EVER PROUD OF ME AS UR SON ?
HAVE U ?
I WONDER...

MUMMY,
I HAD TRIED MY BEST TO HIT UP THE PERFECTNESS OF THE ASSIGNMENT,
U KNOW WHY,
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS I CAN MAKE IT EVEN IN THE FIELD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS,
AS A " UNFILIAL " SON AS U GUYS MENTIONED ALWAYS,
I WISH I COULD JUST DO WATEVER THING U GUYS WANT ME TO DO IT

MUMMY,
U GUYS HAD NEVER SEND ME TO ANY ART CLASS BEFORE
NOR EVEN DESIGN CLASS
ONLY TUITION CLASS
MUMMY,
HAVE U EVER NOTICE WHAT ACTUALLY I M INTERESTED IN
WHAT I M NOT ACTUALLY
LOOKING ON MY WORK,
I M PROUD WITH MYSELF
DO U?
I LEARNED EVERYTHING BY MY OWN
EVEN SKETCHING
I M PRETTY SATISFIED

I M JUST LIKE A QUIL,
A QUIL FULFILLING WAT MY PARENT WISH

**i m emo
i know my result this sem will be suck like shit,
sorry mummy,
i think i m fail to prove u guys...**

i wish u are awake now
i wish u are at my side now
tears rolling
u are the only one who can borrow me the shoulder
lend me ur ear to hear my teasing
lend me ur eye to look forward
i love you

AWAY

SORRY TO FRIENDS WHO WERE CALLING ME FOR LUNCH OR HANGING OUT TOGETHER THROUGHOUT THIS WEEK LONG, I M ON LEAVE FROM LUCT DUE TO THE DEADLINE SUBMISSION OF MY DESIGN WORK...BY RIGHT MY WORKS WILL BE SUBMIT ON THIS FRI, SO CALL ME LA FOR TAT TIME...

KINDLY REMIND :

" FIRST COME/CALL FIRST SERVE "

( i m raymond, always the busy & the popular )

YEAPPEE

finally

i m satisfied
sweet sweet
haha

be with you is 200times better than having cup of expresso
haha
pretty happy tonight
high high
( even though report till lot to go )

" ^^ "

shit
now only i knew tat
she was here before

FAR APART

had been overlooking on tat day u finish up everything
yup
u done

bt then where r u
i need u
i need d one consult me always

" be my side "
days without you
everything go like hell

thought we are near
bt then it is getting far apart

AS vs IA

THE FOLLOWING ENTRY IS NT DIRECTING ON ALL, BT FEW OF THEM...

I HAD GETTING FED UP WITH COMMENTS LIKE THIS...ONE OF MY FRIEND NUDGE ME OUT OF THE BLUE MOON IN FACT I KNOW SURE SHE IS ASKING FOR HELP...BEING A FRIEND, SORRY TO SAY I DUN FEEL TO HELP HER BY GIVING SOME PERFECT EXCUSES...THEN IT CONTINUE WITH SOME RANDOM CHIT CHAT BOUT OUR STUDIES...

FRIEND :" hei, how is ur study ?"
ME :" superb busy with the never end of assignment, same as u guys "
FRIEND :" how can it be, u guys are ia student "
( madness in mE, wtf, another as student look down on ia students )
ME :" it is the same "
( then blar, i dun wish to chat with her anymore )

THIS IS NT THE 1ST TIME OF GETTING THIS KIND OF FEEDBACK...BT THEN STILL I CNT GET IT...WHY THEY PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON US...IS IT BCOZ THEY WERE TONS OF THEM CNT GET ON TRACK WITH AS THEN SWITCH TO IA ? IT WAS FUCKING DAM ANNOYING...

HERE IS SOME OF MINE WHICH I DUN WISH TO BANG ON THEM

" being a as student, are u sure ur work will be better than me since people do assume as as a course for those genius?

are u sure ur design will be better than me? wat grade normally u get? a, b ,c ? or redo? or even getting an a, hav u ever try out getting only a throughout the whole sem? eventhough yes, then hav u ever getting the only comment of 'impressive' thorghout all ur work ? hav u ever been ask by the head-coordinator of fabe of keeping ur model?

hav u ever try out of couldnt get bac ur works coz all of them had been kept by lec?"

SO PLEASE, IT NEVER CONCERN ON EITHER U ARE GENIUS OR I M IDIOT, IT DEPENDS ON PEOPLE INTEREST...

I HAD BEEN COMMENT NO, I SHOULD SAY TAT WILL BE SORT OF LIKE SCOLDING FROM ONE OF D AS TUTOR " WHY U ARE NT IN AS CLASS? U SHOULD ! "

SEE THIS PEOPLE, STOP LOOKING DOWN ON US, IT WAS SO ANNOYING...WHEN U R ONE OF THEM, TRY TO STAND ON OUR SIDE, WAT WOULD U FEEL WHEN PEOPLE LIKE TIS...

AND AGAIN, THIS ENTRY DOESNT POINTING OF ALL, BT THEN FEW OF THEM...

STREETHING

2 NUTS SPREADING THEIR " NO-CURE-VIRUS " ON ME...BT THEN I DID APPRECIATE THAT COZ ONE WILL START GONE CRAZY WITH THOSE MASTER PIECES...SERIOUSLY IF U R STILL THINKING BOUT STREETHING IS SOMETHING TAT THOSE WEARING BAGGY JEANS N OVERSIZED TEE, WAKE UP LA TUAN TUAN & PUAN PUAN, NOW IS 21 ERA, UPDATE URSELF PLEASE...

ZKZ

I M 19, STILL YOUNG THOUGHT...WAT S D POINT TAT I DRESS UP MSELF TO BE TAT " SUPERB GAY-ISH SMART CASUAL "...WELL, I STILL CAN DRESS UP MYSELF SMART CASUAL AFTER 30, BT THEN IT IS NT ALLOWED FOR A 30s DRESS UP IN STREET WEAR...PEOPLE WILL BE LIKE " SPOT TAT UNCLE, 30s DY STILL DUN WISH TO LET GO HIS CLOTHES 20YEARS BAC "

PEOPLE MAY THINK LIKE STREETHING, CHEH, NT A BIG DEAL, IT IS A BIG DEAL BONGGOK...EVEN D COMMON, LOUIS VUITTON IN COLLABORATE WITH KANYE WEST, TURN TIS OUT, HOLD UR MOUTH, IT IS FUCKING SEXY...

LOUIS VUITTON x KANYE WEST
" mum, i swear i wouldnt skip any class & be a perfect mummy-boy if u guys buy me d whole collection of this, dun ask me to choose, d whole collection was amazing "

NEVER THOUGHT TAT THEY ARE CHEAP, THOSE SNEAKERS N JEANS EVEN A TEE CAN HIT UP TO THOUSAND EASILY...NEVER N EVER THOUGHT ONLY THOSE WEARING GUCCI & LV ARE RICH, THEY ARE BLIND THOUGHT...BLINDLY CATCHING UP D TREND..." A 158cm TALL CARRY A NEVERFULL GM...SWEAT "

WEL, KEEP IT UP WITH THOSE SEXY SNEAKERS UNTIL ROUND 30s, THEN START GRAB BAC TO D SMART CASUAL AGAIN, THEN PEOPLE ASK GAIN " ARE U SURE U ARE NT GAY ? " THEN ......WISH, I WISH, WISH PLZ DUN SARCAS ON ME ONCE SEE ME ON TIS..." WISH TO GET MYSELF A HAC ROUND 30++ " YENG !!!

** wondering who m i in my last cycle, deeply suspecting i m a designer, mayb the one who design birkin =) **
being grew up in such a deserted kampong, i shouldnt hav those kind thinking updating in my mind
no media approach, bt then i came
parent wonder also thought??

YEA

I M RAYMOND
TRY MY BEST TO PROVIDE MYSELF WATEVER I NEED

I M MATERIALISM
WONDER ?

%$^#@$%*&#
( emo mood, assignment catching my ass )

AVERSION

QUOTE FROM A FRIEND

" COLLEGE SHOULDNT BE A PLACE WHERE NURTURE WELL-BEING OF YOUNGSTER MIND BT NT EXPLOIT N CORRUPT THEIR MIND "

YUP, DUDE, IT ACTUALLY DEPENDS ON WHERE U ARE...NOTHING GONNA RELATED WITH UR SELF-AWARENESS...I DID SAID LIKE TIS YEARS AGO, BT THEN YUP, I KNOW IT IS NT UR FAULT OF HAVIN TIS KINDA OF CRITICAL THINKING...BT THEN TRUST ME, U WILL UNDERSTAND IF U ARE THERE FOR MONTHS...

i do fall down badly
u r d one help me up
bt then
when u r nt there
i fall again
plz,
where r u ?

FUCK OFF

I HAD START GETTING FED UP WIT THE SAME COMMENT

MR ZUL : " WHY U SOUND LIKE NT CONFIDENT ENOUGH WIT UR WORK ?"
MR OMAR : " FROM UR PRESENTATION, I CAN SEE U R NT WELL PREPARED. UR DRAWINGS SEEM LIKE SKETCH IT 5MIN AGO ."

RAYMOND : "...!!! "

THIS IS D WHISPERED IN MY HEART AT TAT MOMENT BT THEN YUP, SIR, I DUN WISH TO BANG ON U...I M TRYING TO RESPECT U...

THIS IS MY EXPLANATION

" THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE, I WILL NEVER PRESENT MY WORK AS OTHERS IN THOSE FUCKING ANNOYED WAY

TAT IS MY STYLE

U KNOW Y,
IT IS BECAUSE OF

A GOOD DESIGN TELL EVERYTHING
ONLY THOSE SUCKERS WORK NEED TONS OF EXPLANATION

I WILL RATHER LETS OTHERS FEEL D DETAILING,
THE WELL DESIGN OF THE MASTER PIECES BY THEIR EYES,
NEVER AND EVER FROM MY MOUTH "

CAN U HEAR TAT MR OMAR?

WAT DO U ACTUALLY MEAN OF I SKETCH IT 5MIN AGO,
MIND WIT UR COMMENT,
PEOPLE CAN EASILY GO BETTER THAN U

PROMOTER

OK, MY BLOG HAD BEEN SO BLUE FOR QUITE FEW POSTS, WELL, BAC TO NORMAL...PRESENT TO U GUYS SOME THINGS MEMORABLE...



YUP, MAYB SOME OF U SPOT ME OUT BT THEN I M SURE U DIDNT TEGUR ME...YUP, I WAS A PROMOTER DURING THE WHOLE RAYA WEEK...THOUGHT IT WILL GONNA B SUFFERING SINCE IT HAD BEEN A LONG TIME I DIDNT WORK...BT THEN NO, IT WAS SO GILA...HOW GILA WAS IT, U CAN ASK MR EM, THE NUTS IN PARKSON...BODOH BETUL SIAL...OK, AUNTIE SHIRLEY WAS SO GILA TAT TIME...TONS OF QUESTION SHOULDNT BE ASK BY A AUNTIE, BT THEN YUP, SHE DID TAT...

THE MOST REDICULUS QUESTION I HAD EVER HEARD

" WHY MY SON LIKE TO ERECT ON HIS DICK ? "
( i was like omg auntie, wat should i answer u btw )


" ARE U VIRGIN ? "
( then 2 seconds after she answered her own...==' )
SOMEMORE LAGI SHE ASKED MR NUTS =='


" I M SURE MY HUSBAND DID BETRAYED ME, SO WAT IS D PRO IF I GO FOR GIGOLO "
( she was so serious tat time...==' )

THEN TONS OF GOSSIPS COMING N COMING...NEVER COME TO THE END...IT CAN BE FROM D PROMOTER NEXT TO US TOWARD D SEXUALITY OF THE PADINI MARKETING MANAGER...

" WAH, TAT PROMOTER FUCK WIT SOMEONE IN TOILET "


" OUR PADINI MARKETING MANAGER IS A GAY "


" PARKSONS EXECUTIVE DIVORCED WIT HIS WIFE BECAUSE OF HE CNT PERFORM WELL DURING D NIGHT "
( i was like superb impressed on where they people got those kinda superb privacy gossip )


" TAT DAY THERE WAS PAIR OF COUPLE FUCK IN FITTING ROOM "

YUP, PRETTY FAST FINISH UP D WORK... THE ONLY LESSON I GOT-- " SEX CAN NEVER GET RID IN ONE LIFE, EVEN AN AUNTIE "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday

overlooking on that day u finish up everything
miss u badly