23102009

FRIEND :" IS THIS UR DRAFT ?"
( in fact tat is my final submission )

WAT KIND OF RESPONSE SHOULD I HAVE ?

WAT WILL I BE 10 YEARS AFTER THIS
I M ONLY 19,
I DIDNT ATTEND ANY RELATING CLASS BEFORE
THE OUTPUT TAT I M HAVIN NOW
IS PRETTY SATISFIED
WAT ELSE U GUYS EXPECTING ?

IF I M 28,
I M SURE I WOULDNT BE ONLY A DEGREE STUDENT,
I M SURE WIRA WOULDNT BE IN MY GARAGE.
IF I M 21,
I M SURE MY 3D MAX & AUTOCAD WILL BE BETTER THAN HIM,
I M SURE I WOULDNT DRIVE A 10YEARS GRANNY SI KUNING,
( ops, his brand new car is in his garage )

I M 19
PLEASE

PEEP

AND SO I HAD FINISH WITH MY DESIGN ASSIGNMENT...GOSH, DEEP FROM HEART ( close my balm & pray hard wish he will be fired at the same time )

OK, MY PRESENTATION BOARD SUCKS, THE PLAN SUDDENLY LOST IT....THEN PRINT IT OUT WITHOUT THE PLAN, FUNNY?? YUP, WAT TO DO? =(

I HAD LOST MY CONFIDENCE WITH MY WORK, AS WAT ZUL SAID...I M SO DEPRESSING...

" PEEP "
PEEP OF MY WORK, I HAD LOST

THE SPIRIT

ASSIGNMENT 1 : EXPRESSING YOURSELF ON A PIECE ON CANVAS

" SAVE ME "

SAVE ME FROM THE WORLD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE

LET ME OFF

MUMMY & DADDY
3.34 AM NOW
I M STILL AWAKE,
DEALING WITH MY ASSIGNMENT,
BT RIGHT I M SO SLEEPY
BT THEN STILL I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE

MUMMY,
HAV U GUYS EVER PROUD OF ME AS UR SON ?
HAVE U ?
I WONDER...

MUMMY,
I HAD TRIED MY BEST TO HIT UP THE PERFECTNESS OF THE ASSIGNMENT,
U KNOW WHY,
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS I CAN MAKE IT EVEN IN THE FIELD THAT I DUN WISH TO BE
I WISH TO PROVE U GUYS,
AS A " UNFILIAL " SON AS U GUYS MENTIONED ALWAYS,
I WISH I COULD JUST DO WATEVER THING U GUYS WANT ME TO DO IT

MUMMY,
U GUYS HAD NEVER SEND ME TO ANY ART CLASS BEFORE
NOR EVEN DESIGN CLASS
ONLY TUITION CLASS
MUMMY,
HAVE U EVER NOTICE WHAT ACTUALLY I M INTERESTED IN
WHAT I M NOT ACTUALLY
LOOKING ON MY WORK,
I M PROUD WITH MYSELF
DO U?
I LEARNED EVERYTHING BY MY OWN
EVEN SKETCHING
I M PRETTY SATISFIED

I M JUST LIKE A QUIL,
A QUIL FULFILLING WAT MY PARENT WISH

**i m emo
i know my result this sem will be suck like shit,
sorry mummy,
i think i m fail to prove u guys...**

i wish u are awake now
i wish u are at my side now
tears rolling
u are the only one who can borrow me the shoulder
lend me ur ear to hear my teasing
lend me ur eye to look forward
i love you

AWAY

SORRY TO FRIENDS WHO WERE CALLING ME FOR LUNCH OR HANGING OUT TOGETHER THROUGHOUT THIS WEEK LONG, I M ON LEAVE FROM LUCT DUE TO THE DEADLINE SUBMISSION OF MY DESIGN WORK...BY RIGHT MY WORKS WILL BE SUBMIT ON THIS FRI, SO CALL ME LA FOR TAT TIME...

KINDLY REMIND :

" FIRST COME/CALL FIRST SERVE "

( i m raymond, always the busy & the popular )

YEAPPEE

finally

i m satisfied
sweet sweet
haha

be with you is 200times better than having cup of expresso
haha
pretty happy tonight
high high
( even though report till lot to go )

" ^^ "

shit
now only i knew tat
she was here before

FAR APART

had been overlooking on tat day u finish up everything
yup
u done

bt then where r u
i need u
i need d one consult me always

" be my side "
days without you
everything go like hell

thought we are near
bt then it is getting far apart