FULL STOP

same as the title entry, this is the last post for this blog

everything will come to the end, here it goes with our love, where it doesnt end up at rom...ur silence means a lot to me, and honestly, i wish silent doesnt go with you...same thing as last time, when u gone, everything happened like shit...

that moment i text you for help, i was almost give up, i was almost fall sleep forever...thanks to them, both thing hit me like a tons of stone, i cried, i miss those time i cried to you, i miss those time u consult me...serious, i need you, but then the respectation from me to you come before anything...i dunno where is my next stop, i dunno where will i end up at, i dunno wat s gonna happen next, i m alone...for the last time i call you

" dear, i really need you ! "

mum and dad, things still happened at last...i thought of keeping the secret forever and ever from u guys until the day i gone, but then yeap, it doesnt goes as what i thought of...mummy and daddy, i sacrificed my future, my dream, and now my love for the sake of u guys...i dunno till when i could bear on every time u guys hit me...right at here, i thanks u guys...for the first time and last for my daddy and mummy

" fashion is my life and my dream "

i wouldnt forget this, i start sketch dresses on my primary text book...i sneak to grab a piece of paper and drew a human figure with lot of gown design when my parent was away...why did i do so? daddy and mummy, i understand this dream wouldnt come real since tat day i was born in this family...how much do i actually enjoy of designing all this thing, u guys have no idea on it...mum, i was only ten, why should i consider tat much and yet u used to claimed tat i m the unfilial son in the family...my sacrificed turn on my parent selfishness...i had never forgot what happen on the day we visit the one academy, dad, i had never forgot what u comment on me...as well as tat one i enroll in luct...there is a reason of why i kept delaying filling up the course column...dad, silver-engineering wouldnt never work on me...daddy, thanks, because of u guys, i had to follow ur wish in taking this course where i had to force myself falling in love with it, yet it doesnt...i had to force myself work two times harder than others since i dun really like this...daddy and mummy, thanks !

right at tis moment
i wish everything could stop at here
seriously
i couldnt find any point for me
to continue

i wish i could end up like
alexander mcqueen

ANNOUNCEMENT

DEAR ALL, FELLOW FRIENDS, THE KAMPONG & THE WORLD...AND SO I WAS ACCIDENTALLY BACK TO THIS FREAKING KAMPONG...

WELL, CALL ME FOR DATE...PLEASE...U HAD NEVER KNOW HOW " AWESOME " IS THIS KAMPONG...

ANNOUNCEMENT

DEAR ALL, FELLOW FRIENDS, THE KAMPONG & THE WORLD...AND SO I WAS ACCIDENTALLY BACK TO THIS FREAKING KAMPONG...

WELL, CALL ME FOR DATE...PLEASE...U HAD NEVER KNOW HOW " AWESOME " IS THIS KAMPONG...

HERMES BIRKIN

IF U ASK ME ABOUT WHAT WILL BE MY FINAL GOAL IN FASHION, DEFINATELY HERMES BIRKIN...NO DOUBT AT ALL, NOR EVEN 1 SEC...

UPDATING WIT MY IDOL LATEST NEWS...HE GOT A FUCKING NICE HERMES 40cm BIRKIN...IT IS OLIVE GREEN...THE LATEST WINTER COLOR SCHEME...FUCK DAMN NICE...

" LETS SCREAM "

HOWEVER, THE MUSE-LADY, SHE GOT A SUPERB PERFECT BIRKIN WHICH I HAD EVER SEEN...IT IS A LIMITED EDITION WHERE THERE IS ONLY TWO IN THE WORLD...WTF...

" THE BIRKIN WHICH SPARK "

i know
u like it too
slowly la

HELLO EMO

MY LIFE SUCK LIKE SHIT

TEARS
THANKS

I DUN HAV ANY IDEA
ON
WHETHER
DO THEY KNOW
HOW M I LIVING NOW?

great

HERE

i was
i do have it

it gone
thanks

dilemma

PEOPLE ACT

THINK BEFORE U SAY ANYTHNG
IT PISSED ME OFF
I DO HAVE THE RIGHT

NEW LEAF

TOTALLY CHANGING MY STYLE, KICK THE GAY-STYLE AWAY...FRIEND OF MINE :" I HAD NEVER THOUGHT OF U WILL RACUN ON THIS..." ME TOO...THANKS TO TAT TWO...IF 1DAY I BROKE, PLEASE, DONATE ME HALF OF UR PROPERTIES...I WILL APPRECIATE ON IT...

DIDNT CUT MY HAIR FOR ALMOST 1MONTH PLUS...THINKING OF WAT SHOULD I TRY...N CURRENTLY I WAS SO IMPRESSED N JEALOUS WITH THIS GUY'S STYLE...HYPE SIAL...THINKING OF TRY OUT SORT OF TIS...

" COOL ? "
( picture credit from his blog )

CUTIE 2

" IT IS A SHE "

ANOTHER CUTIE HERE...CHIEW HUI CHEE...HER PIC IS MY WALLPAPER FOR QUITE SOMETIMES, AND TAT DAY MY CLIENT SAW TAT, : " IS TIS UR SON ?" " WOW, HE EAT A LOT? " =="

FINAL PRESENTATION 142

FINAL PRESENTATION HAPPENED ON LAST THUR...MODEL EVERYTHING WERE WELL PREPARED...WELL, IT DIDNT WENT WELL...WHAT CAN I DO...

" THE GROUP "

DEAL

AS I PROMISED, YUP, I WAS A BUSINESS MAN+ARTIST+MODEL MAKER+ZOMBIE...HEHE..THANKS TO MY LEC FOR THE NEVER-ANNOUNCE-DUE-DATE SUBMISSION, I DONE EVERYTHING 1MONTH BEFORE THE PRESENTATION...WTF
END UP LIKE INITIALLY HELPING FRIEND DOIN HER DRAWING, BT THEN ACCIDENTALLY SOME RANDOM PEOPLE CAME TO ME FOR SOME HELP TOO...AND THEN I HAD SETTLED:

• 3 SETS OF DRAWINGS
• 2 MODELS
• 2 PRESENTATION BOARDS
• 1 AUTOCAD ( tis is amazing where most of my friends knew tat i had never enter the class except the final exam)

• 

" ONE OF IT "
( it is crappy, bt still the client satisfied with it...watever, i want the money )

HERE IT COME MY MONEY...HEHE..I WAS OVERWHELMED WITH THE OUTPUT...THINKING OF MAKING IT AS PART OF MY PART TIME...HEHE...BT THEN BELL WARN ME I MIGHT BE GET CAUGHT :s

u r pretty cool enough
how dare u say no to longchamp
well
will get u the gucci soon
reason?
coz raymond love u

BELONGINGS

IT KEEP REPEATING
EXHAUSTED
I DUN WISH TO DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE
HERE IS THE END
THE END WHICH MARK THEY THEIR LOST

MONEY & CARING
I CHOOSE MONEY

d
i listen to what u said
tried out on what u asked
i doesnt work
watever it is
i m ok

GRAB IT BEFORE IT GO

WELL, I M BUSY...BUSY ON WHAT SINCE EVENTUALLY I HAD DONE WITH MY SUBMISSION, HEHE, KEEP IT SECRETLY, WILL BLOG IT LATER...CLUE OF IT : THE BLOGGER BECAME A BUSINESS MAN...WOHOOO

HAD BEEN TORTURE MYSELF FOR ALMOST ONE MONTH LONG, DIDNT SLEEP WELL THOUGH...WATEVER IT IS, IT CAN BE HEAL WHEN I GOT MY CHRISTO...

AGAIN, AS AN INFORMATION TO MY FRIENDS, SORRY FOR POSTPONED THE APPOINTMENT...WELL, I WILL DONE WIT MY STUDY FOR TIS SEM ON COMING THUR...MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WIT ME BEFORE SOMEONE GRAB IT...I M RAYMOND HOT ( quote from miss nono ), CALL ME...HEHE

HERMES x LEICA M7

SHIT, I SAW THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING AND I WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM...IT WAS FUCKING DAM NICE...THE COLLABORATION BETWEEN MY FAVOURITE HANDBAG BRAND AND THE TIP TOP CAMERA BRAND...

AGAIN, DAD, MY D90 SUCKS, CAN I HAVE THIS AS GIFT FOR MY 19 BIRTHDAY? PLEASE...

THE GOAL

" are you goin abroad ? i can wait for you "

now only i realised
how much effort you had putting in
to say so

more than 4years
for one who said so
to bear on that
wait for that
undefinable promised

using my hand
the hand which i used to sketch
the hand which i used to make model
the hand which i used to make money
the hand which i used to to hold you up
holding you in my life

found my goal
the goal where you play a role
i m not a quil anymore

FUCK OFF

PEOPLE START TO PLAY TRICKS
HERE AND THERE

HELLO
HERE IS MY WORDS,
IF U ARE TALENTED ENOUGH
U ARE BORN TO BE A DESIGNER MAYBE
U DUN EVEN HAVE TO PLAY HERE AND THERE
IT PISSED ME OFF

WAT IS THE POINT AIMING AT THE FIRST?
SELF-SATISFICATION?
PARENT WILL PROUD WITH
OR
UR RESULT SLIP LOOKING NICER ?

BODOH
FUCK OFF MAN
U ARE SUCKING NOOB

ENJOY UR LIFE
I M
ONLY THOSE ENJOY THEIR LIFE
CLUB LOT
SHOPPING LOT
HANGING LOT
BUT STILL GETTING AN A,
THEY ARE ONLY THE WINNER

DEPENDS ON PEOPLE DESIRE
THEY COULD EASILY GET OVER YOU
WITHOUT PLAYING TRICKS
GET IT?
NOOB

love in the air

PHOBIA

phobia
dilemma

should i proceed ?
or should i just stop it here ?

time for me to think it over and over again
i dun wish to regret later
as what i regret before this

i love you
this may be the last time i said so

the shadow u cast on heart

it had never get rid from

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

1st wishes :
i wish my life will getting better
2nd wishes :
i wish my family
3rd wishes :
shhsssssshhhh

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO ME...WELL, PRETTY BORING WITH MY BIRTHDAY DUE TO THE FREAKING REPORT SUBMISSION...BTW, STILL SATISFIED WITH IT...HAHA, TO THOSE HOUSEMATE, RUGI LA U GUYS, THOUGH IT WILL BE SOME DINNER OR CHILLING, COZ MY MUM IS GONNA PAY FOR THAT BUT THEN HEHEE...O, BILLY DAPAT...

THANKS:

• FRIEND'S WISHES IN FB...IT KEEP GOIN UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE OF IT...THANKS
• THANKS FRIEND'S SMS...
  
• THANKS HOUSEMATE WISHES...THANKS SI BILLY KNOCKED THE DOOR AND WISH OUTSIDE THE DOOR RIGHT AT 12...ACTUALLY I M AWAKE...THANKS LAMBO OF UR STATUS...THANKS SUM TOO...THANKS A-MEI...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR U TOO...
• THANKS THRI...HB SONG...SWEET...BTW, WHERE IS UR SURPRISE? THOUGHT UR ARE COMING...
• THANKS LAYA CALLING FOR WISHES...MISS U GUYS...
• THANKS MUMMY WISHES, IT COULD BE PERFECT IF U JUST GIVE ME MONEY...
  

WELL, I REALISED HOW ANNOYING M I DURING MY BIRTHDAY...HAHA

• BACK TO MY BED ROUND 11.30, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE HOUSEMATE =)
• TURN OFF MY PHONE AT THE SAME TIME, I DUNNO HOW O FACE MY FRIENDS =)
• APEAR OFFLINE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY =)

BTW, I DUNNO WTH ACTUALLY THIS HAPPENED...WHENEVER FRIENDS CALLING FOR WISHING, I M SLEEPING...AND I HAVE TO TALK IN THOSE ENERGETIC VOICE =='

THAT IS IT...

thanks for ur wishes
the 3rd wish belongs to you

LIMCOCKWING

LIMCOCKWING
( the university of creative technology )

I HAD BEEN HERE SINCE APRIL 2008 UNTIL NOW, IT WAS ALMOST LIKE 1.5 YEARS BEEN HERE. WHAT COMES TO UR MIND WHEN TAKING BOUT LUCT ?

THIS IS THE MOST COMMON AMONGST THE OUTSIDERS:

• THE UNIVERSITY UNTUK ORG KAYA ( ok, i agree, bt then i m not the one )
• THE UNIVERSITY WHERE STUDENT DRIVE LAMBORGINI WITH A "P" ( biasala kan ?)
  
• THE BLACK UNIVERSITY ( for ur information, wall+ceiling+floor+stuff attire colour code+ limkokwing car+ the most amazing--people inside there )
• THE UNIVERSITY WHERE LOT RASUAH OR SOCIAL ISSUE HAPPENED ( normal kan ? )

HOW IS MY PERCEPTION ON THE OUTSIDERS? IS UR PERCEPTION SAME AS MINE?

BT THEN, UNLUCKILY, I HAD MY OWN THINKING:

• THE UNI WHICH IS NT LOOKING LIKE UNI, MORE TO A MALL
• THE ONLY UNI IN MALAYSIA WHERE SMOKING IS ALLOWED ( as ur information, it is the uni for those non-smoking turn to be a smoker; lecturer asked cigga from student, ok biasanya ni )
• THE UNI WHERE "CLUBBING-KAKI IN MAKING" ( luct student club lot; bt then which uni doesnt m i right ? here is the facts i found:
  

- the only type of song been play in luct--those song where normally u can get it in club
- for ur information, magarita is available in our cafe
- the most amazing part, condom is available in the convinience shop, where it had been placed on the front row. it is just that obvious where u can see it once u open the door
- student even lec dress up like goin clubbing with the super shottie and killer heels, and this is the part which we like the most-- half of the boobs exposed, some even worst where they dun even wear bra, so wat happen then i think can guest it out actually

• THE UNI WHERE STU USED TO PONTENG ( biasala kan? who care actually, do u ? )
• THE UNI WHERE U HAVE TO DRESS UP URSELF EVERYDAY WITH THOSE BRANDED FROM TOP TO TOE
  

- been in luct for so long, i thought it happened in others uni also bt then seem like no
- went to inti, what shocked me was their wearing, it was freaking boring, pretty hard for you to spot a lv even, luckily i m here, eyes-glare
- lv is just like padini in luct, the new record is HERMES and BALENCIAGA

• THE UNI WHERE STU CRAZY IN HUNTING THEIR LUNCH ( for instance they went pavilion for their lunch then back uni again )
• THE UNI WHERE IT IS HARD FOR YOU TO SPOT MALAYSIAN ( the ratio between foreigner and local is 60:40 )
• THE UNI WHERE THE BURSARY WILL CALL U ANYTIME ASKING FOR MONEY EVEN U HAD PAID ( it had been expressed in art :

THE CREATIVE TECHNOLOGY

• THE UNI WHICH USED TO HAVING SITE VISIT ABROAD FOR EXAMPLE UK OR CAMBODIA ( they used to make announcement 1week before depart, the next day of the announcement is ur deadline for payment )
  
• THE CLEANER USING HP WICH COST BOUT 2K ( this pissed me off !!! )

IS MY UNI COOL? IT IS SO COOL FOR ME...

ANNOYING

HELLO
PLEASE HOLD UR EMOTION
IT MIGHT BE ANNOYING
OPS
NT MIGHT
IT IS ACTUALLY

I DO HAVE MY THINKING
I DO HAVE MY MANNER
I DUN WISH TO BANG ON YOU
SO PLEASE

THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS AROUND YOU